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  CRUSHED

  A Fredrickson Winery Novel

  Barbara Ellen Brink

  Crushed

  Copyright March 2011 by Barbara Ellen Brink.

  All rights reserved. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical articles or reviews.

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  Cover design by Katharine A. Brink

  Edited by Nancy Hudson

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  This novel is a work of fiction.

  Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, or persons living or dead, is entirely coincidental and beyond the intent of the author.

  Table of Contents

  Crushed

  Dedication

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Savor (Sample Chapter)

  Other Novels by Barbara

  About the Author

  Dedication

  This book is dedicated to my daughter, Katharine.

  Your light shines bright and makes my world a better place.

  CHAPTER ONE

  His voice, familiar as silk on skin, sent shockwaves through Margaret. The thick Italian accent she once swooned over was now polished to an aristocratic smoothness. She dropped the spatula she was flipping pancakes with, and turned to stare at the tiny television on the counter behind her.

  “Of course Minor Hurricane is a long shot, but I have brought him to America to run and he shall certainly do so.” Agosto Salvatore smoothed his tie and smiled at the camera with an impressive set of bleached teeth. He would make a perfect model for Esquire. He continued, “And I have no doubt he will rise to the occasion and surprise his competition.”

  The reporter appeared completely dazzled as though Europeans in Armani suits were worth much more than a dime a dozen. She asked, “Aside from the business of racing, do you have plans for a holiday during your stay in California?” Her expression said what her words did not, that she’d be more than happy to fit in with them.

  He shrugged; one side of his mouth lifted. “Perhaps, but first I plan to visit my son.”

  Margaret gasped and stared numbly as the picture flashed to the racehorse in question, Minor Hurricane, being exercised by a groom.

  “Thank you, Mr. Salvatore,” the reporter’s voice-over concluded. “And good luck to Minor Hurricane on Saturday. This is Jane Goodall with channel five news at the Golden Gate racetrack.”

  “Your pancakes are burning,” Handel said as he strolled into the kitchen and set his briefcase on the floor by the door.

  Margaret continued staring at the television screen.

  “I didn’t know toothpaste commercials could be so mesmerizing.”

  “You promised me I would never have to see him again.” Her voice was soft, an undercurrent of hysteria running through it. “That Davy would never have to know him.” She looked up and held her brother’s gaze. Her lips trembled as she tried to gain control of her emotions. “Now what?”

  *****

  “Now what?” Agosto folded his arms over the top of the fence and watched Minor Hurricane prance in a tight circle, defying the rider’s instructions. The Jockey used his crop to get the horse’s attention and Minor reared up in anger. Agosto frowned, and cursed under his breath. “What are you doing, Giuseppe? If you can’t control him now, how in hell are you going to ride him to victory in the race on Saturday?” He felt a tap on his shoulder and turned from the fence.

  One of the young men who worked in the stables stood there in filthy boots, a leather grooming-apron covered jeans and a t-shirt. “A guy wants to talk to you, Mr. Salvatore. He’s waiting over there.” The teenager pointed past the buildings to the parking lot in the distance where a man stood with arms crossed, leaning against a red Porsche.

  “Another reporter?” Agosto frowned in annoyance. He turned back to the fence in time to see his prize horse throw Giuseppe from the saddle. The jockey grabbed the reins before the stallion could run off. Agosto snorted his derision as the jockey was nearly knocked to the ground again. He glanced back. The boy was still waiting. “Tell him I don’t want to give anymore interviews. Ms. Goodall was exclusive,” he said, and smiled remembering just how exclusive.

  The boy shook his head and held out a business card. “He’s not a reporter. He’s a lawyer. He said to give you this.”

  Agosto took the card, read the words, and glanced quickly toward the parking lot. “Tell him I’ll be there in a moment.”

  The boy ran off and Agosto released a breath. He reached inside his suit coat for the silver cigarette case he normally kept there, but realized he’d left it in the hotel room earlier. “Damn.” He patted his other pockets. None.

  “Take Minor back to the stable and have him rubbed down,” he ordered the jockey who had finally gotten the horse under control. He watched the pair canter down the track before he straightened his tie, slowly turned, and strolled toward his visitor.

  The tall, blonde man took a step forward as Agosto approached, his gaze bold and direct even in the bright afternoon sun. Agosto saw a bit of Margaret in her brother’s features, though broader in stroke. The familiar curve of the brow, wide mouth, and slanting eyes appeared rather ominous on Handel Parker, like an angry wolverine ready to pounce.

  “Ciao, Handel! I’m surprised to see you here at the track. I didn’t think you went in for racing or games of chance.” Agosto held out his hand but Handel ignored it, the firm set of his lips and iciness of his gaze fair warning that this was far from a friendly visit to an old acquaintance.

  “Why are you here, Salvatore?” Handel’s question, blunt and to the point, put an end to formalities.

  “I’ve come to see my son.” He smoothed his hair with one hand, a nervous gesture that he stopped abruptly as he realized what he was doing. He hated feeling small and insecure, and Handel had always made him feel so. Margaret’s brother, responsible, athletic, intelligent, and damn tall, was a thorn in his flesh. He would have to be taken out of the way before Margaret would listen to reason. “A boy needs his father to teach him to be a man.” He waved an arm toward the track. “I can show him another world. He should know where he came from, what he’s missing. My son should not have to live as though he has nothing when I can give him everything.”

  Handel leaned on one hip, his arms casually crossed over his chest. He let out a short, mirthless laugh and shook his head. “How do you expect to teach something you’ve never learned yourself?”

  Agosto felt the sting of the words but held his tongue. There would be time enough for getting even. He sighed expressively and spread his hands in supplication. “I had hoped we could come to some sort of agreement for the boy’s sake, but if you intend to fight me on this…” He let the unspoken challenge hang between them.

  Handel straightened to his full height, pulled a pair of sunglasses out of his front pocket, slowly slipped them on. Precise movements of extreme control. “There’s nothing to fight about. You have absolutely no connection to the boy. His birth certificate does not bear your name. You are nothing to him, and nothing to Margaret. You severed any ties you
might have had when you ran off to Italy ten years ago, abandoning my fifteen-year-old sister as though she were nothing more than a rich boy’s broken toy. If it weren’t for my friendship with your cousin, you wouldn’t be standing here today.” Handel turned and opened the door of his car, revealing black leather interior and a rich wood console. He slid into the seat and twisted the key in the ignition. The engine roared to life. “Do yourself a favor and stay away from the Parker family.” He slammed the door and hit the gas. The car’s tires spun around on the concrete. A cloud of smoke lifted at his departure, and floated on the breeze toward the stables.

  Agosto stared after the car for long seconds, his teeth clenched, his hands balled into fists at his sides. No one talked to him like that and got away with it. He glanced toward the paddock and saw the young groomer watching. He turned and strode across the parking lot toward his car, angry heat rising from his collar. Stay away from his own son? Handel Parker’s ultimatum was a lot of hot air.

  Agosto needed the boy. It was the only thing that would satisfy his father, who seemed to be in an all-out campaign to pressure him into producing an heir. His father had been pushing him toward marriage and a son as though the pope himself had ordained it. But his riding accident three years ago had caused more damage than anyone else knew. He would gladly appease the old man if that’s what it took to have him relinquish control of the company, but an operation to reverse the damage proved fruitless; the doctors said there was nothing they could do. The son he conceived with Margaret Fredrickson was the only heir he would ever have. Nothing and no one could keep him from his own flesh and blood. The boy was his. Papers or no papers.

  Perhaps he needed to go at this a little differently though. He let himself into the back of the limousine. Margaret was the key. She’d been head over heels for him ten years ago. She would be again.

  The driver, dozing at the wheel, abruptly woke at the slamming of the door. He straightened and waited for instructions.

  “Take me to the hotel,” Agosto demanded and reached for a cigarette. He lit it and leaned back against the plush upholstery, inhaling deeply. After his nerves calmed, his thoughts were clear. Yes. Seducing Margaret again would not be hard. She was a lovely girl, most likely a beautiful woman. He stared out the window, but instead of scenery, sweet memories filled his vision…

  Long blonde hair fell over his chest as they made love. The twin bed in her room creaked with their combined weight. Margaret smiled, leaned down, her breasts grazing his skin as she whispered the Italian words he taught her, words she is afraid to say too loud for fear someone will hear, words of lust and need. Later, she was pale and fragile beneath his hands when he moved above her, touching, caressing, teaching…

  Agosto crushed his cigarette in the ashtray remembering Handel’s sudden return from the winery that day. The interruption had been most unfortunate. He’d wanted Margaret to crave his touch like an addict, to scream for more until he was through with her. Perhaps this time he would have the chance to make her beg.

  CHAPTER TWO

  Adam strolled through the airport, his guitar strapped to his back, following straggling fellow passengers headed for baggage claim. People stood three deep around the carousel eagerly anticipating their first bag sighting. He slid the book he’d been reading on the plane out of his jacket pocket, and patiently waited on the outskirts of the mob.

  “Here for vacation or coming home?” a woman asked beside him.

  He looked up from the page he was on. In a short denim skirt, skintight tank top, and three-inch heels, the woman looked like man-candy on a stick. “An extended stay,” he said, trying not to stare at the cleavage pouring from her neckline.

  She reached across him, brushed his arm, and tipped the book up to read the title. “Ahh, you’ve come to tour wineries.” Her lips curved into a teasing smile. “Don’t stay too long. You won’t be able to walk straight back onto the plane.”

  He closed the book with his finger in the page. “Thanks for the advice, but I’m not touring. I’m going to work at my sister’s winery in the Napa Valley.”

  “Really? What’s the name?” she asked, perfectly plucked brows raised with interest.

  “Fredrickson’s.”

  She leaned in close when he spoke as though she were hard of hearing and slowly shook her head. “Don’t recognize it. I live in San Francisco. There are a lot of wineries around here. I’d be glad to take you on a tour of my favorites sometime, if you’d like.” She slipped a card between the pages of his book, traced her top lip with the tip of her tongue, and smiled seductively.

  “That’s very generous of you.”

  The baggage carousel started up with a loud clunk and the belt began to move. The woman inched forward, straining her neck for a view of the bags coming down the line. Adam’s height was a bonus today as he could easily see over most of the heads crowding before him.

  Five minutes later he snagged his green duffel bag and headed for the nearest exit. He glanced back. The woman was still searching for her luggage. She looked up, waggled her fingers at him, and mimicked the sign for call me.

  Truthfully, he’d had quite enough of aggressive women in college. He wanted to be the pursuer, strike up a romance, and take a relationship to the next level. A woman who knew what she wanted was one thing, but pursuing a man with teeth and claws extended and a rope in hand was quite another. What ever happened to strong women that allowed their men to be stronger?

  *****

  Margaret sat perfectly still at the kitchen counter, her hands gripping the edge, her bare feet propped on the spindles of the stool. She stared at the moving images on the muted television screen. Still wearing the cutoff sweatpants and tank top she’d thrown on when she got up that morning, she waited for the phone to ring. Handel promised to call as soon as he knew something. But although she glanced at the telephone every couple of minutes, willing a connection between her brother and herself, it didn’t ring.

  Since Davy left on the school bus that morning she’d spent the intervening hours scrubbing bathrooms, vacuuming, doing laundry, and basically keeping herself busy while she waited for Handel’s call. Now, fresh out of chores and unwilling to work in the yard in case she missed hearing the ring, she waited, suspended between the present and the past…

  Agosto Salvatore wasn’t her first crush, but he was her first lover. Her only lover. She was fifteen when he came to live with his cousins Antonio and Carl Franzia, attending college during the day and waiting tables at his cousins’ restaurant at night.

  Carl and Handel had been on the football team together in high school and although they went separate ways through college, Handel to law school, Carl to a school of culinary art, they remained friends. After Handel and Margaret’s mother died, Carl made a habit of showing up at their doorstep at least once a week with a huge container of Ravioli, Lasagna, or tortellini and a poor excuse for being in the area at suppertime with enough food to feed a Mormon family.

  That summer the restaurant business took off and Carl couldn’t leave as often as he would like, so he sent his cousin in his place. Agosto at twenty was darkly handsome, wise beyond his years, with worlds of experience oozing from his pores. Or at least that’s how Margaret saw him. He was her ticket out of town, away from the pitying looks people cast her way because she’d lost both her parents; one to alcohol, the other to cancer.

  Margaret knew she was pretty. She didn’t flaunt it, but she didn’t look in the mirror and dwell on imperfections either, as some girls were prone to do. She saw herself the way others did.

  She had curves in all the right places, a wide mouth meant for kissing, high cheekbones and a pert nose. Her face framed by naturally blonde hair rivaled any California beach bunny. That was a lot of power to keep harnessed, especially at fifteen. But she managed to keep it reined in. Until Carl and Antonio’s young cousin came to town.

  When Agosto stood on her doorstep with a container of linguine and cream sauce, his dark eyes und
ressing her in the dim light of the porch, she didn’t want to hold back. She wanted to let loose. She was an innocent, heat-seeking missile and he was a black hole pulling her in to her destruction. She lost part of herself forever in their time together. Despite her love for Davy, regret ran deep and painful in her soul.

  She knew there were men out there with scruples, trustworthy men, honorable men, unlike Agosto, but she had yet to meet them. Only Handel held a place of esteem in her heart. Sometimes she was jealous of Billie Fredrickson for her relationship with Handel. But jealousy soon turned to guilt. Handel wanted a family of his own someday. He’d been a surrogate father to Davy for so long she didn’t know what she’d do without him. On the other hand, she didn’t want to stifle his dreams or hinder his chance at love. Even if it meant she and Davy move out and make it on their own.

  It was time to prove she was more than a pretty face, the dumb blonde sister knocked up at fifteen. She may have gotten her high school diploma late and only succeeded in finishing a few college credits online, but she had skills. Given a chance she could…

  The doorbell shook her from her reverie. She bolted off the stool, sending it tottering on two legs. She quickly righted it. The doorbell chimed again. She hurried to answer it. Who would stop by at this time of the afternoon? Other than the mailman with a package or Billie driving Davy home from the winery after dark, no one used the front door. The sound was always jolting, like an ambulance with the siren blaring suddenly in the road behind you.

  She opened the door, her eyes slanted against the afternoon sun that poured through the screen. A man stood there, a duffel bag and leather guitar case propped against the porch railing, his hands jammed in the front pockets of a baggy pair of jeans. He stared across the south vineyard toward Fredrickson’s winery.